Tlumaczenie postu/Polish version of: DARING even more!

Otwarcie bloga i wystawianie sie na ocene publiczna bylo przerazajace.
Dzis przekroczylam po raz kolejny te granice i zwiekszylam stopien wlasnego przerazenia. ZebraZone znajduje sie od dzis oficjalnie na Facebooku, co laczylo sie z wyslaniem osobistych zaproszen do polubienia mojej strony i mojej pracy do wszystkich Przyjaciol na FB.
Wlacznie z kolegami z pracy, ktorzy wlasciwie byli pobieznymi tylko, ale zawsze, swiadkami mojego wypalania sie.
Wlacznie z dawnymi kolegami ze szkoly, ktorych zgodnie z porzadkiem rzeczy powinnam czarowac na jakims klasowym spotkaniu za kilka lat, jakie to mam idealne zycie.
Wreszcie nawet dalsza rodzina i przyjaciolmi, ktorzy przez caly ten czas, na odleglosc mysleli, ze wszystko jest w porzadku.
A NIE BYLO.
Ale poprawia sie, i moj blog jest kolejnym krokiem w strone odzyskania harmonii.
Zapraszam Was na te podroz razem ze mna!

Duzo slyszalam przez ostatni rok o tym, ze ludzie najbardziej spelnieni w zyciu, to ci, ktorzy maja odwage przyznac sie do swojej bezbronnosci, zaryzykowac okazanie jej innym.
Tak OTO JESTEM, dzielac sie SERCEM i swoimi slabosciami. Odwaga to przeciez zadne wykroczenie!

Serca i Odwagi Wszystkim!

P.S Bardzo chcialabym uslyszec jakis malenki chociaz odzew, czy te tlumaczenia na polski sa dla Kogos przydatne. Z wiadomych wzgledow ilosc energii jaka mam w zanadrzu w tej chwili jest ograniczona, a chcialabym ja wykorzystac jak najlepiej :) K

To start writing a blog and putting myself out there was scary.

Today I have crossed that limit and made it even scarier. ZebraZone is now official on Facebook and I sent personal invitations to people above 18 on my Friend List on Facebook to Like what I am doing.

That includes my colleagues who more or less whitnessed my collapse but do not know the INSIGHTS.

That also includes my school friends from LONG before who I should traditionally meet on some reunion in few years and PRETEND that my life is JUST PERFECT.

That also incluses some of my more distant Family and Family friends who maybe thought that ALL was RIGHT the whole time.

Well, IT WAS NOT.

But it is getting All Right again and this blog brings me one step closer to that.

Welcome in!

I have learned now that the most COMPLETE people are those who DARE to be VULNERABLE.

So here I am, posting a HEART and sharing Love. It is not forbidden! 

Love and Daring to All.

Nie pisze o Sztokholmie, o Szwecji, bo:

1) Mam inne rzeczy... "na glowie"   

2) Jest juz ktos, kto robi to znakomicie. Zobaczcie sami Szwecje oczami Moniki na: http://polkawszwecji.wordpress.com/

Dzis chce jednak pokazac maly, przepiekny fragment mojej tutejszej rzeczywistosci. Kwitnace wisnie w centralnym Sztokholmie. To widok ZACZAROWANY i malo kto moze sie mu oprzec. Ludzie pielgrzymuja niemal, zeby sfotografowac te cuda. Ja tez tam dzis bylam w towarzystwie wspanialej Fotografki, (jw.)

Park Kungsträdgården (Krolewski Ogrod) widziany Jej oczami wyglada tak:

Fot. Monika Henriksson

Moje wlasne zdjecia sa raczej mniej spektakularne, ale z przekory, tam, gdzie wszyscy kieruja obiektywy ku gorze, potykajac sie o siebie nawzajem, ja zwracam wzrok gdzie indziej:

I przygladam sie szczegolom:

Ktore sa rownie piekne, jak na moje oko :)

Czekajac na Towarzyszke dzisiejszych wrazen podpatrzylam ten oto obrazek:
 

Monia, za 40 lat zapraszam Cie na lody do Kungsan! 

Cherry Blossom to All.

When I was a little girl I was often compared to other children.

When I grew up I heared that other children were smarter, kinder, more ambitious, less noisy, more helpful, less clumsy... it almost hurts to try to remember it all.

Eventually I did start BELIEVING that:

1) I am actually WORSE than others

2) it was OK to compare people with each other.

Now I have UNDERSTOOD that comparing, especially SMALL children with each other, is so unfair and so NOT stimulating. This one was easy, because I would never like any child feel the way I felt...

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The other part is so much harder to REPAIR. Because it is within me. I actually STILL BELIEVE WHAT I WAS TOLD SO MANY TIMES.I even drowe myself into a burnout trying to prove to myslef (and others?) that I am WORTHY just like anyone else!

How do I BE-FRIEND those past SHADOWS?

I figure: BY AFFIRMING that I am OK! Not better or worse than anyone else, just OK, GOOD ENOUGH.

Even if it is hard to belive in at first...  Fake it til you make it! - as they say.

Affirmation is a declaration that something is true.

I now CHOOSE my own TRUTHS instead of someone else's!

Affirmation of Truth and Love to All.

For those of you who, again, after few days of FREEDOM, sit at their desks, in their cubicles, in their cars, in offices and other urban zones...

I dedicate this picture.

Can you imagine how this rough surface feels under your fingers, a bit cool in the shadow, maybe even little moist, can you close your eyes and imagine the smell? Sounds of forest, maybe a lake and calm vawes hitting the rocks.

Nature is HEALING. Let it in, even if it is within your imagination, when BACK to WORK feels heavy.

Nature to All.

BBQ time. Finally :)

Look what some light can do to the exact same place:

Dzis zdjecia wody. Badz co badz dzis Lany Poniedzialek :)

(In Poland the Easter Monday is called Wet Monday, people pour water at each other randomly. As far as I remember a more elegant way to do it was to splash PERFUME on ladies. Yes, somehow it is ladies who are the victimes most of the time. Let me suggest one subtle change to the GUYS: go and buy your LADY a bottle of her favourite perfumes? BINGO! ;)

Love and H2O to All.